What used to be a report of all the crazy things that I (Mel) seem to do on a regular basis, is now all about my baby Jude.
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Sunday, August 05, 2007
Another Crazy Night in Goderich
Somehow (damn facebook) I was convinced to travel up to Goderich for the evening for Jerry's stag and doe. Originally when I heard about the stag and doe I did want to go but it was the week before my brother's wedding and I would already be going to Goderich for that (I'm not a big fan of going to Godrock more than necessary). Then Sharon asked if I was going to the party and I was reading Shane's comments on how good the party was going to be and decided that I should support Jerry (come on we did go to the prom together, even though he made out with Colin's date the whole time :).
Friday night I met up with Christi for dinner when I got home from the falls and we had an okay Thai dinner. I think the Thai place in Mississauga is good for take out once in awhile, but I have to agree with Christi, there isn't a lot of substance, just a lot of sauce. Toronto definitely has the better Thai food (Mississauga can not be beat when it comes to Indian, though). We then toured around trying to locate a Dairy Queen. After Christi dropped me off I desperately needed to clean my house before Jason and Megan showed up. Unfortunately I was unable to get to the couch (the cats have really made a mess of the couch), but the rest of the condo was relatively clean (this living in two places is really messing with me).
At 11:40 I headed over to the airport. I figured that their flight got in at 11:58 and that gave me lots of time to get there and get parked. Jason calls me at 11:45 to say they are there. That confused me and so I didn't park and ended up circling at the loading area (which I will never do again). Due to luggage delays I ended up parking the car. Got to see Jay and Megan shortly thereafter and we headed back to my place. Stayed up until about 2:30 am chatting. Up early Saturday as there was much to do. We headed out to get the car (I haven't been back to Enterprise since December and was sort of hoping that Moh would be there - I haven't seen him since we were dating back in February - he wasn't, though). Then off to see Nolan (Megan's brother) and drop Megan off with him for her day in Hamilton. Jason and I stopped to get breakfast and then off to Canadian Tire to get me a drill so we could fix my bed.
The bed. I love my bed. It is a metal frame that my parents bought at CNE furniture in Goderich 33 years ago for $13. When they first had it, it wasn't painted so the iron showed, then it was painted white. I ended up with the bed after mom died. The bed still had the same mattress and box spring that mom and dad were given as a wedding present. The mattress finally gave up the fight and was replaced by the mattress my mom had since she moved out of Goderich when I was 18. Over the years I became very angry with the box spring and frame. For some reason the frame doesn't actually hold the box spring. The box spring just sits on top of the metal frame. Which I guess if you don't move the box spring that would be fine. Unfortunately, the box spring does move around (get your minds out of the gutter people) when I make the bed. When it moves it actually falls off of the frame. Luckily it has not killed either of the cats, yet. I almost broke my finger a couple of weeks ago, though, when I tried to put the box spring back on top of the frame and didn't get my hand out of the way in time (it was dented for a couple of days). I ended up talking to Jay just after the mishap and he came up with some ideas of how to fix it.
I was super happy when he said he would help fix the bed issue while in town. We went to Canadian Tire and picked out a drill (dad kept promising me his old one, but he has way too much going on). I was super excited about the new drill (I can be very girlie and also very tomboyish). We drilled some screws into the box spring and now it can't move off of the frame at all. It's awesome! Yes, this is what makes me happy a bed that doesn't fall off the frame.
After that we jumped in the pool and enjoyed the wonderful weather. Ah how I do love the pool! Can't wait for Grandma's this weekend and relaxing in the pool with a beer.
When we got out of the pool we attempted to find Rene. Jason was heading up to St. Catharines to meet up with Megan, Q and Martha. But, Rene was supposed to meet at my place for the ride up. After many phone calls, messages, text messages, cursing, etc. Jason left around 4:30 (he was hoping to leave at 3). About 15 mins later Q called to say that Rene no longer needed a ride. I can only imagine the cursing once Jason got to Q's place.
I was hoping to get to Goderich around 5pm, but that didn't happen :) I finally hopped on the motorcycle (once again I absolutely love my new leather jacket and chaps) and headed home. Beautiful ride, perfect weather! Arrived to find out that I had been locked out. This is the third time I've been locked out of the house (you would think I would get myself a set of keys made since this is where I stay when I go home). The worst had to be at Christmas when I arrived around 2am and found the house locked up. Luckily Jason's second family were willing to take me :) This time I gave my aunt a call and grabbed the keys, hopped in the shower and then over to Sharon's for some pre-party drinking. We got ourselves all gussied up and called ourselves a cab (there was no way I was getting on the bike after the beer and wine - but I had to promise Sharon that when I'm back in town for the labour day weekend I will bring an extra helmet).
We got to the arena and I was so excited to see Jerry's dad, Ray. I haven't seen him in forever and I spent many a night / day sitting at the kitchen table trying to convince Ray to let Jerry come out and party with me. My puppy dog eyes normally worked ;) Many faces that I hadn't seen in a long time: Rob Pollock, Jay Austin, Tim Harrison (was he always that tall?), Chris Muggridge (it has been so long since I saw him, we reminisced about the party in the upstairs of my garage watching Rocky Horror - which reminded me of my ex,Rob, as the party was due to him coming to town from Mississauga), Shane Davenport, Rob McGraw, Dan Mabee. Much reminiscing. I must finally be over my high school insecurities as I had an awesome time and talked to so many people. But, the best part (as always) was getting to dance. I don't know what it is about dancing in Goderich, but it is by far my favourite place to dance (maybe because I normally have the dance floor all to myself - and I do love being the exhibitionist; it could also have to do with the fact that they don't normally play that much AC/DC in the city). There were a couple of worrisome moments when my heels slipped out from under me on the arena floor, I thought for sure I was going to fall or end up doing the splits. The unfortunate part was that I could not locate any water and normally I need a lot of water when I dance, so I had to settle for beer. That might explain why I felt so crappy the next morning :)
After the arena, Sharon, Paul (her ex) and I went over to my grandma's for a beer before heading over to Jerry's for the after party. My feet were killing me by this point. I love my heels but they are not meant for walking around Goderich (the dancing probably didn't help either). I switched back to my doc's (which I was really happy about later when I could not get a cab to save my life, probably because I was too drunk to figure out my phone). Off to Jerry's where I had many memories flood back: like the shoe fight in the tent with Jerry, Cara and Shane where I ended up with a bloody lip that got ripped open later on a sleeping bag zipper. There were way too many times that I ended up hurt when partying with these guys (luckily the incident with the spaghetti-o's in the fire was not one where I got hurt, sorry Shane).
I wish I had of gotten more pics (sorry - I looked at them and they will not be posted) of the destruction of the TV. Only in Goderich would the defining moment of the evening be when everyone threw rocks at a television set in the driveway (yes, this is where I'm from). Sharon and I also teased Shawn mercilessly (well, he probably didn't think it was so bad since I believe we were discussing how we were going to molest him later in the evening - but when I came back outside they were gone, I believe Shawn answered the phone when I called, but I'm really not sure since I was pretty drunk by this point). I left not too long after that (I think, but really who knows). According to my phone I attempted to call Sharon and a cab around 4am. No cab to be had (from what I can remember) so I walked over to Sharon's to get my motorcycle and go back to my Grandma's. I suspect I got home around 5am and was not happy that I had to get back to Toronto to finish shopping for my trip to Nunavut. Riding the motorcycle hung over was not the most fun thing I've ever done.
During my shopping trip at MEC (to get the rest of the stuff needed - including a down jacket for the 4C weather) I was supposed to buy two more fuel canisters. I could not find them. MEC is renovating and I found it difficult to find what I was looking for (plus, they don't seem to have the selection that they used to). After attempting to find them I asked customer service. I did not expect the answer I received. Apparently, the Canadian gvt has recalled the fuel canisters as the lid is not child safe. We leave in less than a week and we don't have enough cansisters for the fuel we are going to need (apparently Jason has two of these, but they, of course, are back in BC). They recommended that I go across the street to Europe Outfitters (or whatever they are called). I hate that store. I always think something is going to fall on me and I can never find anything I'm looking for. They directed me to the back of the store and of coure the fuel canisters were on the top shelf. But, they weren't the right kind. Liz is now in charge of locating two more cansisters as I failed at the one task I was given :(
Only a couple more days until I head to Goderich for a very whirlwind weekend. I was in at work yesterday (civic Monday) until 10pm trying to get everyone trained. So another crazy week of me training the different shifts (I really hate 7-7 shifts). I'm still at work waiting for the next shift to get in so I can train them. Then I have a full day of training again tomorrow. I'm so tired. Luckily, this time I have a place to crash in Niagara (well, last time they put me up in the Hilton, I like Gord's place, but it's not the Hilton).
Friday, August 03, 2007
Gotta love Jack
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MxzovLECtGc
Thursday, August 02, 2007
So You Think You Can Dance
Last night I was surprised that Lacy let me down. During the auditions I thought she was very full of herself and I was quite surprised that I really enjoyed her dancing and she ended up being one of my favourites. But, last night I thought she looked the same (in the latin jazz routine, not the contemporary) as she had in other routines. Same facial expressions, same hand gestures and body movements. Neil, as always, was awesome. Hello, he can keep dancing without his shirt every week! Even better than Demetri without his shirt (at least in my opinion). I did love their contemporary routine, but that was mostly because of the sentiment behind it. I, like most of the audience, was crying for the next ten minutes. I hope Neil sticks around.
Sabra is definitely one of my new favourites, but I don't know if I agree with all the gushing. I do love her hair and attitude, though.
For the guys, I hope Neil and Danny stick around to the end (I like Pasha, but these guys seem to grab more attentions - since I keep forgetting Pasha is left in the competition). For the girls, I love Lauren (even though her dancing did not impress me in the beginning - maybe it's because she is so damn sexy and I can't keep my eyes off of her when she's on stage). I think it is a great female competition this season. Sabra is amazing. I love Sara, I think she is definitely the surprising one out of the group considering she is a b-girl and has done great learning so many different styles and doing them very well. Lacy, unfortunately, I think is starting to show her limitations. At the beginning she blew me away, but I'm not so sure anymore. Plus I hate the socks she wears :)
While watching the show last night I was also putting together song lists for Jason's wedding. All that great dancing and great music had me up and dancing around the house (neither Gord nor George were home, obviously). I forgot how much I love to just dance around. It was awesome, I danced around the house for about two hours and then it was definitely time for bed. I could not get up this morning. I'm not sure if it was the dancing, the lack of drugs, the crazy dreams, or what. But, the clock was snoozed multiple times throughout the hour it took me to get out of bed.
Another crazy side effect of the lack of drugs this week: giggles. Most of the guys I work with have commented on it. I am giggling uncontrollably. I'm dizzy and I'm giggly. It's very odd. It actually feels like I'm on a different kind of drug. Weird.
The dreams from last night were also very involved and weird. Lisa and I were travelling to Pittsburgh (?) and had to meet up with a bunch of other people, but they could not get the same flight as us and one group even had to fly through the Caribbean to meet up with us. While there we had to stake out hotels (because we hadn't done that before) and we did this by walking around the city. I ended up losing everyone one night and was stuck in a weird grocery / liquor store where they thought I had stolen a bottle of alcohol. But, since I couldn't find my friends I ended up sticking around the store and dancing around the aisles. Later on I ended up back at the hotel to realize that I had left my child in the hotel room (other friends had also left their children in the hotel room) and housekeeping was taking care of the kids (sort of). Later on in my dream there was a whole hockey thing going on where (surprise, surprise) I was infatuated with a hockey player. I somehow ended up stealing his shoes (that were actually owned by his favourite hockey player and were a surprise present from his sister). I promptly lost this present and spent most of the rest of the dream trying to relocate these shoes (someone in a biker gang / pickpocket ring had stolen them from me). My brother and my dad were both on another hockey team and had matching 'Woodall Plumbing' hockey bags that were pink (yes, my least favourite colour) and I wanted one (I didn't get one because I kept being unable to locate my hockey equipment or my father whenever he came to pick me up at the arena). I finally convinced the hockey player I was infatuated with to give me a chance, but it turned out he was a smoker and I had to tell him that I was no longer interested. There were a lot of other elements to my crazy dream (like the restaurant we went to for breakfast, but were given free fries and onion rings that Jason covered in ketchup and we all decided to go for a run / hike after breakfast). I do have the oddest, most vivid dreams.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Work, etc.
Work is actually pretty good this week. It looks like we will be getting rid of the crappy software and I can start putting together a project plan again for the next phase of my job. YEAH!!!
My brother is getting married in just over a week. I can't believe it is so soon (yes, I am aware of my last post on this subject, sue me, I'm off my drugs and my moods are all over the place). He and Megan fly in on Friday night and are crashing at my place after their very late flight and then they will have a whirlwind week of trying to get the wedding together (I expect).
This also means that I leave for my vacation in less than a week. I had another conversation this week with someone asking how we could not be taking a gun with us. What is with all the gun happy Canadians lately? Okay, I realize this sounds more in keeping with Canadian tradition of owning guns, since it involves wildlife... but not really. This is not about hunting for food, this is about protection, which sounds way more like American ideas about owning guns and I am not keen on that at all. Now, Gord's ideas on a 'bear bang' sounded a bit better because it was just about making a large enough noise to scare off the bear. Since the Nunavut handbook and Polar Bear warning guide did not mention this as an option, it doesn't sound too promising to me. I think they might know what they are talking about (I hope).
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Finished Harry Potter
I'm glad it is over. I have not been that impressed with the writing for the past few books. The problem is that the end is always really good and makes you want to read the next. If only the first part of the books was as good as the rest.
Family and Weddings
Unfortunately, my brother is a guy and therefore not always forthcoming with details, or whatever. So, the family comes to me with their questions. Jason and I are not on the best of terms so I really don't know anything about his wedding and what is happening (the fact that I didn't even get an invitation does not help how I feel, even though I do believe it was my crappy mailman to blame for that one). So, it hurts when everyone asks me details because they expect that I will know and probably a year ago I would have. But, I don't. I don't know where people are supposed to stay, I don't know when stuff is happening. All I know is that I will be leaving Saturday night for my vacation with my friends and I can't wait. I wish I was more excited about this wedding. For years I couldn't wait until my brother got married, but now I can't wait until I get on that plane. I know I will regret that I am not more excited and I'm certainly sad that I'm not more involved (especially since most of you know how much I love weddings and helping in the planning), next to my own wedding (someday, I hope) this was the one that I was most excited about.
Monday, July 30, 2007
Anti - Depressants
Catching up with Friends
Instead I pampered myself. I went and had a massage, mani and pedi. It was very nice and relaxing after the two weeks of not being at all happy at work. My boss is back today and hopefully we will get a chance to chat today to determine if I will still be employed until December.
On Saturday night, though, I headed downtown to meet up with my friend Rob. I haven't seen him since sometime in University. We were both at home in Goderich for the summer and used to go for walks all the time. We went to an Irish pub and he found out that a friend's band was actually playing there that night. I do love celtic music. We were just planning on having a drink and catching up, and instead we ended up drinking quite a bit and sticking around to listen to the band. I must say I prefer 'The Kitchen Party' (the band that plays every st. paddy's day at Failte, but they were good).
When I left Rob was talking to some very cute girl and I went home and crashed on my couch. Facebook is evil :) I seem to drink too much when catching up with friends from Goderich. But, boy, is it nice to see everyone.
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Wicked - Finished At Last
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Rehearsal Camping
After a couple of different choices for where to go hiking, Liz decided on Bon Echo provincial park (east of Peterborough). We headed out on Friday night and stopped at Ferris provincial park for a night of car camping. Really nice spot, out of the way, nice sized campsites and well spaced out.
The first test was of my new sleeping pad, Big Agnes. Hopes were high that this would be a great sleeping pad. It is so compact when uninflated and super think when inflated. Unfortunately, it was not for me. It was really slippery and my new sleeping bag doesn't have a strap to go around the sleeping pad so most of the night I was sliding all over the place. Also, I found it to be really uncomfortable. I had such a pain in my lower back the next morning. First off, very happy for the rehearsal camping as it would not have been good to find that out on the first night in Nunavut. The Big Agnes is going back to MEC and I will find myself a perfectly good thermarest.
At 5:00 am we got up and packed up our gear and hit the road for Bon Echo. I think we were on the trail by 9am, but I can't remember.
The trail was very nice, very green (I love my new eyes). We were making good time and actually enjoyed a couple of breaks along the water. The pack wasn't too bad (of course, it didn't have all the food and clothes that I'll be carrying in Nunavut). We saw a beaver swimming in the lake, boy they can move. We were scared by a partridge (sounded like a chainsaw starting up) and Liz came across a number of garter snakes. So, not alot for the wildlife journal. We did spend a good hour or so on some rocks (after getting to our campsite) watching the fish watching the tadpoles. We all fell asleep in the sun on the rocks. It was so nice.
Up again at 5:30, we took our time getting the gear packed away and had an awesome breakfast of egg burritos. We were back on the trail at 7:45 and out of the trail at around 10am. On our way we passed the other campsites. At one, the campers had hoisted their food directly over their tent. We kind of hoped a bear would try to get at their food and fall out of the tree landing on them. Then we came across the poacher. There was a tent on the trail that was not a designated campsite. We only saw the guy in the tent for a second as he scurried back in when he saw us. His clothes were strewn all over the rocks along with a 40 of rum and some pepsi. We were mighty tempted to stomp on his clothes.
Overall, though, the hike and camping was good and I can't wait for Nunavut. I have some more shopping to do at MEC this weekend and then I should be ready to go. Our hike this weekend was 17.1 kms and we didn't do too badly for time.
Monday, July 23, 2007
The Police at the ACC
We were all a little nervous that we would be disappointed in the show. You never know how a band that was so good will be after so many years (as my father and I found out when we saw The Guess Who a couple of years ago). But, there was not reason to be worried. They kicked ass. Definitely going into my top 5 concerts of all time (up there with Green Day, AC/DC at Sarstock, Bryan Adams at Molson Park, The Rolling Stones (not at Sarstock)). I was never a huge Police fan. I liked their music but I never actually owned any of their albums. That will probably change this week.
The four of us were meeting up at Union Station at 8pm. Unfortunately, Yanna didn't get the full message of where so we were getting a little worried when it was 8:20 and still no sign of her. Julia finally found her and we got into the ACC bought our beer and were just locating our seats as the lights went down and The Police took to the stage for 'Message in a Bottle'. Perfect timing!

We had rear view seats (behind the stage). We were really close to the stage and had a view of Sting's butt for the whole night. None of us were complaining about that. That man has a nice looking butt! They were also great seats because we were able to see Stewart Copeland's drum set perfectly. I think he may be my new favourite drummer. For a couple of the songs he had a second set of drums come up. Very cool.
Sting was amazing. He looked and sounded amazing (we had a huge screen in front of our seats and it pretty much showed Sting the entire time). The interesting part of the show, for me, was the interaction between the band mates. Sting looked quite happy to be there and very much into the show. Andy Summers looked annoyed with Sting most of the night. I think he finally started to smile around the middle of the show. Stewart appeared to smile once, that I remember. I thought he looked like he wanted Sting to pay attention to him more. I hope they can keep getting along because that was awesome.
Highlight for me was 'Don't Stand So Close To Me' as this is one of my favourite Police songs. Christine and I were discussing how we wanted to be standing close to him and would have liked to have had him for a teacher. I always thought he had been a math teacher, but it appears that he was an English teacher. I wonder who the math teacher I read about was?
So, in closing go see this band! They played for about 110 mins and I didn't sit down once. I screamed, I danced, I sang. It was great.
Friday, July 20, 2007
Rowling and Potter
She's now annoyed with the New York Times for writing a review of the book a day before the book comes out. The reasoning is that the review may contain spoilers. I don't know how many children are reading the New York Times, but if they are, I suspect that they are smart enough to not read a review. I know most adults can make that decision for themselves as well. I personally don't care if someone tells me what happens in the books. I'll just be happy when it is done and all this craziness can (I hope) end.
I think she has a great story, but I am not a huge fan of her writing. The first chapters are always crap and The Order of the Phoenix was so bad. The book really only needed to be about 150 pages, yet it was over 700. It was like reading one of Stephen King's books when they stopped editing him. I love Stephen, don't get me wrong. But, I am not a fan of his books that are not edited like they should be. I am well aware that the book publishers love it when a book is longer because they can charge more. But, they can only do this for those authors that seem to have proven themselves. Which isn't good because then they wreck that authors legacy of good books.
Now I'm on a rant about King's books. This was supposed to be a rant about Rowling. I heard the movie for 'Order of the Phoenix' was really good. I totally believe that because whenever a book can actually be pared down to about a 150 pages, makes for a great movie (or at least in the right hands it should).
I'm still reading Wicked. I am now really enjoying it, but it does take effort to get through. I won't be home when Potter is delivered. I'll be off camping. I should finish Wicked tonight and then I will read some trash murder mystery on the camping trip. Probably start Potter next week to get it over with. Is it wrong of me to hope that Harry dies so that there can't be another book?
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Hating the Job
I was so ready to quit today. I am so frustrated with the lack of communication. There is a possibility of a contract in Guelph. They were looking for someone immediately, but now it looks like they won't be hiring until September. By then I should know if I will feel comfortable with ending my contract early. December just seems so very far away.
Friday, July 13, 2007
My New Vision Status
When my dr found out who did my surgery he was in awe! I had heard the my surgeon was one of the first in Canada and had been performing laser eye for about ten years. I didn't realize that he was one of the people to start TLC. Very cool.
My doctor said it was one of the best surgeries he had ever seen and that I should be very happy! which of course, I am. Currently I have 20/15 (better than 20/20) eyesight. They really over-corrected my left eye (apparently I kept really focusing in the testing beforehand with that eye). But, that is normal and it should recorrect itself back to 20/20 over the next while.
I thought my eyes were pretty good, but to have the doctor confirm those findings was super great. Definitely worth all the money I spent!
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Stupid Rain
As I was leaving the falls I noticed the big black sky looming over towards Toronto. I got to Hamilton before the wind really kicked up and the rain started to pour down. How come it rains everytime I go out on the bike? And not just rain, but torrential rain. As I got to the Burlington Skyway I realized that it would be a very bad idea for me to ride in that kind of wind on the skyway. At this point my bike was being pushed all over the road the wind was so crazy. My boots were full of water and my jeans were soaking wet!
I did make it home okay and was very happy to get into my flannel pajamas. Unfortunately, now I no longer feel like going to Port Dover tomorrow for Friday the 13th.
On a totally different note: Congrats to Heidi and Jen on buying their first house and to Heidi for receiving her mechanics license this week! Congrats also go out to Marn and Paul as they welcomed their son Benjamin into the world this week!
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
An Amazing Speech, That Will Never Be
From: http://www.washingtonmonthly.com/features/2007/0707.Sorensen.html
The New Vision
The speech I want the Democratic nominee to give
By Theodore C. Sorensen
On the 15th of July, 1960, Senator John F. Kennedy accepted his party’s presidential nomination at the Democratic Convention in Los Angeles. In his remarks, made at a moment of high tension in the cold war, Kennedy asserted that the United States was at “a turning point in history” and called on his listeners to be “pioneers” in a “New Frontier” of “uncharted areas of science and space, unsolved problems of peace and war, unconquered pockets of ignorance and prejudice, unanswered questions of poverty and surplus.”
Collaborating with Kennedy on the speech was a thirty-two-year-old aide named Theodore C. Sorensen, to whom Kennedy was known to refer as his “intellectual blood bank.” With Sorensen’s help, Kennedy would earn a reputation as one of American history’s great orators and provide a bold new vision for the nation.Today, we are at another moment of high tension, the result of a disastrous war abroad and division and drift at home. Like Kennedy, the next Democratic nominee, whoever he or she might be, will have a similar opportunity to form a new vision for America and to reestablish its moral leadership in the world. To encourage such boldness of thinking, we, too, tapped Kennedy’s intellectual blood bank. We called Theodore C. Sorensen and asked him to write the speech he would most want the next Democratic nominee to give at the party convention in Denver in August 2008. We requested that he proceed with no candidate in mind and that he give no consideration to expediency or tactics—in other words, that he write the speech of his dreams. Here is the speech he sent us.
My fellow Democrats: With high resolve and deep gratitude, I accept your nomination.
It has been a long campaign—too long, too expensive, with too much media attention on matters irrelevant to our nation’s future. I salute each of my worthy opponents for conducting a clean fifty-state campaign focusing on the real issues facing our nation, including health care, the public debt burden, energy independence, and national security, a campaign testing not merely which of us could raise and spend the most money but who among us could best lead our country; a campaign not ignoring controversial issues like taxation, immigration, fuel conservation, and the Middle East, but conducting, in essence, a great debate—because our party, unlike our opposition, believes that a free country is strengthened by debate.
There will be more debates this fall. I hereby notify my Republican opponent that I have purchased ninety minutes of national network television time for each of the six Sunday evenings preceding the presidential election, and here and now invite and challenge him to share that time with me to debate the most serious issues facing the country, under rules to be agreed upon by our respective designees meeting this week with a neutral jointly selected statesman.
Let me assure all those who may disagree with my positions that I shall hear and respect their views, not denounce them as unpatriotic as has so often happened in recent years. I will wage a campaign that relies not on the usual fear, smear, and greed but on the hopes and pride of all our citizens in a nationwide effort to restore comity, common sense, and competence to the White House.
In this campaign, I will make no promises I cannot fulfill, pledge no spending we cannot afford, offer no posts to cronies you cannot trust, and propose no foreign commitment we should not keep. I will not shrink from opposing any party faction, any special interest group, or any major donor whose demands are contrary to the national interest. Nor will I shrink from calling myself a liberal, in the same sense that Franklin and Theodore Roosevelt, John and Robert Kennedy, and Harry Truman were liberals—liberals who proved that government is not a necessary evil, but rather the best means of creating a healthier, more educated, and more prosperous America.
They are the giants on whose shoulders I now stand, giants who made this a better, fairer, safer, stronger, more united America.
By making me your nominee, you have placed your trust in the American people to put aside irrelevant considerations and judge me solely on my qualifications to lead the nation. You have opened the stairway to what Teddy Roosevelt called the “bully pulpit.” With the help of dedicated Americans from our party, every party, and no party at all, I intend to mount that stairway to preach peace for our nation and world.
My campaign will be based on my search for the perfect political consensus, not the perfect political consultant. My chief political consultant will be my conscience.
Thank you for your applause, but I need more than your applause and approval. I need your prayers, your votes, your help, your heart, and your hand. The challenge is enormous, the obstacles are many. Our nation is emerging from eight years of misrule, a dark and difficult period in which our national honor and pride have been bruised and battered. But we are neither beaten nor broken. We are not helpless or afraid; because in this country the people rule, and the people want change.
True, some of us have been sleeping for these eight long years, while our nation’s values have been traduced, our liberties reduced, and our moral authority around the world trampled and shattered by a nightmare of ideological incompetence. But now we are awakening and taking our country back. Now people all across America are starting to believe in America again. We are coming back, back to the heights of greatness, back to America’s proud role as a temple of justice and a champion of peace.
The American people are tired of politics as usual, and I intend to offer them, in this campaign, something unusual in recent American politics: the truth. Neither bureaucracies nor nations function well when their actions are hidden from public view and accountability. From now on, whatever mistakes I make, whatever dangers we face, the people shall know the truth—and the truth shall make them free. After eight years of secrecy and mendacity, here are some truths the people deserve to hear:
We remain essentially a nation under siege. The threat of another terrorist attack upon our homeland has not been reduced by all the new layers of porous bureaucracy that proved their ineptitude in New Orleans; nor by all the needless, mindless curbs on our personal liberties and privacy; nor by expensive new weaponry that is utterly useless in stopping a fanatic willing to blow himself up for his cause.
Indeed, our vulnerability to another attack has only been worsened in the years since the attacks of September 11th—worsened by our government convincing more than 1 billion Muslims that we are prejudiced against their faith, dismissive of international law, and indifferent to the deaths of their innocent children; worsened by our failure to understand their culture or to provide a safe haven for the hundreds of thousands of Iraqi refugees displaced by a war we started; worsened by our failure to continue our indispensable role in the Middle East peace process.
We have adopted some of the most indefensible tactics of our enemies, including torture and indefinite detention.
We have degraded our military.
We have treated our most serious adversaries, such as Iran and North Korea, in the most juvenile manner—by giving them the silent treatment.
In so doing, we have weakened, not strengthened, our bargaining position and our leadership.
At home, as health care costs have grown and coverage disappeared, we have done nothing but coddle the insurance, pharmaceutical, and health care industries that feed the problem.
As global warming worsens, we have done nothing but deny the obvious and give regulatory favors to polluters.
As growing economic inequality tarnishes our democracy, we have done nothing but carve out more tax breaks for the rich.
During these last several years, our nation has been bitterly divided and deceived by illicit actions in high places, by violations of federal, constitutional, and international law. I do not favor further widening the nation’s wounds, now or next year, through continuous investigations, indictments, and impeachments. I am confident that history will hold these malefactors accountable for their deeds, and the country will move on.
Instead, I shall seek a renewal of unity among all Americans, an unprecedented unity we will need for years to come in order to face unprecedented danger.
We will be safer from terrorist attack only when we have earned the respect of all other nations instead of their fear, respect for our values and not merely our weapons.
If I am elected president, my vow for this country can be summarized in one short, simple word: change. This November 2008 election—the first since 1952 in which neither the incumbent president’s nor the incumbent vice president’s name will appear on the national ballot, indeed the first since 1976 in which the name of neither Bill Clinton nor George Bush will appear on the national ballot—is destined to bring about the most profound change in the direction of this country since the election of 1932.
To meet the threats we face and restore our place of leadership in the free world, I pledge to do the following:
First, working with a representative Iraqi parliament, I shall set a timetable for an orderly, systematic redeployment and withdrawal of all our troops in Iraq, including the recall of all members of the National Guard to their primary responsibility of guarding our nation and its individual states.
Second, this redeployment shall be only the first step in a comprehensive regional economic and diplomatic stabilization plan for the entire Middle East, building a just and enduring peace between Israel and Palestine, halting the killing and maiming of innocent civilians on both sides, and establishing two independent sovereign states, each behind peacefully negotiated and mutually recognized borders.
Third, I shall as soon as possible transfer all inmates out of the Guantanamo Bay prison and close down that hideous symbol of injustice.
Fourth, I shall fly to New York City to pledge in person to the United Nations, in the September 2009 General Assembly, that the United States is returning to its role as a leader in international law, as a supporter of international tribunals, and as a full-fledged member of the United Nations which will pay its dues in full, on time, and without conditions, renouncing any American empire; that we shall work more intensively with other countries to eliminate global scourges, including AIDS, malaria, and other contagious diseases, massive refugee flows, and the proliferation of weapons of mass destruction; and that we will support the early dispatch of United Nations peacekeepers to halt the atrocities in Darfur. I shall make it clear that we do not covet the land of other countries for our military bases or the control of their natural resources for our factories. I shall make it clear that our country is not bound by any policies or pronouncements of my predecessor that violate international law or threaten international peace.
Fifth, I shall personally sign the Kyoto Protocol, and seek its ratification by the United States Senate, in order to stop global warming before it endangers all species on earth, including our own; and I shall call upon the Congress to take action dramatically reducing our nation’s reliance on the carbon fuels that are steadily contributing to the degradation of our environment.
Sixth, I shall demonstrate sufficient confidence in the strength of our values and the wisdom and skill of our diplomats to favor communications, negotiations, and full relations with every country on earth, including Cuba, North Korea, Palestine, and Iran.
Finally, I shall restore the constitutional right of habeas corpus, abolish the unconstitutional tapping of private phones, and once again show the world the traditional American values that distinguish us from those who attacked us on 9/11.
We need not renounce the use of conventional force. We will be ready to repel any clear and present danger that poses a genuine threat to our national security and survival. But it will be as a last resort, never a first; in cooperation with our allies, never alone; out of necessity, never by choice; proportionate, never heedless of civilian lives or international law; as the best alternative considered, never the only. We will always apply the same principles of collective security, prudent caution, and superior weaponry that enabled us to peacefully prevail in the long cold war against the Soviet Union. Above all, we shall wage no more unilateral, ill-planned, ill-considered, and ill-prepared invasions of foreign countries that pose no actual threat to our security. No more wars in which the American Congress is not told in advance and throughout their duration the true cost, consequences, and terms of commitment. No more wars waged by leaders blinded by ideology who have no legal basis to start them and no plan to end them. We shall oppose no peaceful religion or culture, insult or demonize no peace-minded foreign leader, and spare no effort in meeting those obligations of leadership and assistance that our comparative economic strength has thrust upon us. We shall listen, not lecture; learn, not threaten. We will enhance our safety by earning the respect of others and showing respect for them. In short, our foreign policy will rest on the traditional American values of restraint and empathy, not on military might.
In the final analysis, our nation cannot be secure around the world unless our citizens are secure at home—secure not only from external attack, but secure as well from the rising tide of national debt, secure from the financial and physical ravages of uninsured disease, secure from discrimination in our schools and neighborhoods, secure from the bitter unrest generated by a widening gap between our richest and poorest citizens. They are not secure in a country lacking reasonable limitations on the sale of handguns to criminals, the mentally disturbed, and prospective terrorists. And our citizens are not secure when some of their fellow citizens, loyal Islamic Americans, are made to feel they are the targets of hysteria or bigotry.
I believe in an America in which the fruits of productivity and prosperity are shared by all, by workers as well as owners, by those at the bottom as well as those at the top; an America in which the sacrifices required by national security are shared by all, by profiteers in the back offices as well as volunteers on the front lines.
In my administration, I shall restore balance and fairness to the national tax system. I shall level the playing field for organized labor. I shall end the unseemly favors to corporations that allow them to profit without competing, for it is through competition that we innovate, and it is through innovation that we raise the wages of our workers. It shames our nation that profits for corporations have soared even as wages for average Americans have fallen. It shames us still more that so many African American men must struggle to find jobs.
We will make sure that no American citizen, from the youngest child to the oldest retiree, and especially no returning serviceman or military veteran, will be denied fully funded medical care of the highest quality.To pay for these domestic programs, my administration will make sure that subsidies and tax breaks go only to those who need them most, not those who need them least, and that we fund only those weapons systems we need to meet the threats of today and tomorrow, not those of yesterday.
The purpose of public office is to do good, not harm; to change lives, help lives, and save lives, not destroy them. I look upon the presidency not as an opportunity to rule, but as an opportunity to serve. I intend to serve all the people, regardless of party, race, region, or religion.
Let us all, here assembled in this hall, or watching at home, constitute ourselves, rededicate ourselves, as soldiers in a new army. Not an army of death and destruction, but a new army of voters and volunteers, in a new wave of workers for peace and justice at home and abroad, new missionaries for the moral rebirth of our country. I ask for every citizen’s help, not merely those who live in the red states or those who live in the blue states, but every citizen in every state. Although we may be called fools and dreamers, although we will find the going uphill, in the words of the poet: “Say not the struggle naught availeth.” We will change our country’s direction, and hand to the generation that follows a nation that is safer, cleaner, less divided, and less fearful than the nation we will inherit next January.
I’m told that John F. Kennedy was fond of quoting Archimedes, who explained the principle of the lever by declaring: “Give me a place to stand, and I can move the world.” My fellow Americans—here I stand. Come join me, and together we will move the world to a new era of a just and lasting peace.
Theodore C. Sorensen worked with John F. Kennedy for eleven years, first as his senatorial assistant and then in the White House as his special counsel and adviser. He is now retired after more than forty years of practicing international law in New York City, and is presently working on his memoirs, to be published in 2008.
Dinner with Joss
Dinner with Joss Whedon! I so wish I had money ... and lived in San Diego :)
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
New Eyes
I've worn glasses / contacts since I was around twelve years old (I can't remember if I first had them in grade 6 or grade 8). As soon as I could I was wearing contacts. I hated my glasses and hated any time that I had to wear them. For the most part I only wear them for the hour before bed and the 5 mins after I wake up.
When I heard about lasik eye surgery a couple of years ago it just really freaked me out. I couldn't fathom letting someone do something to my eyes. What if something went wrong, of if there was a problem that they didn't know about years after you had the surgery. But, really my issue was knowing I'd have to be awake for the surgery. Ick!
But, I decided it was time to do it. So, last Friday I went downtown for the surgery. It was very scary. They are super efficient over there, though. They showed me into the waiting room and took me through the procedure. In all the times people told me about the procedure, not once did anyone mention the fact that the doctor was going to have to stick something in my eye to pull open the flap that was created by the laser. That I did not like at all.
Other than that I was pretty impressed with how quick everything went. I was under the laser for 57 seconds for each eye (20 seconds to create the flap and 37 seconds to change the shape of my eye). As soon as it was done I sat up on the operating table and could see the clock.
Julia was kind enough to pick me up at the clinic and drive me home. On the way home I was able to see, even though everything was a little foggy (really it could have just been the Toronto smog). I slept for most of the day and then on Saturday morning I headed back to the clinic to have the optometrist make sure everything was okay. She gave me the go ahead to drive and that everything was healing fine. I go back on Friday for my next appt.
It's been weird this week, I keep thinking that I need to take my contacts out. Then I remember that I can actually see without contacts. It's crazy. Totally worth the money! I'm just worried about the first time I'm out drinking and think that I need to take out my contacts :)
I'm watching a very odd movie right now so it is very difficult to concentrate on writing this blog. I'm watching 'Hard Candy' and it is very odd.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
100 Memorable Movie Scenes
http://film.guardian.co.uk/100filmmoments/0,,76993,00.html
I've only read the top 10 so far (I kind of wish I had of started at the end). My dad will love #7 (as do I) and Jason will love #6. I have to agree with #1. The stories behind the scenes are great. I'm hopeful that my favourite will make the list (I'll keep you posted).
So far I have seen the movies in the list, I hope this will not lead to more movies that I want to see.
What does everyone else think?
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Monday, June 25, 2007
Logan and Veronica, I Will Miss You
I know Lisa has already mentioned this (I believe on facebook) that it is sad how invested we get in fake lives, but I am not happy to see this show go off the air. Three years was not long enough! Especially (spoiler ahead) when Veronica and Logan are not together at the end of it. That just plain sucks. Piz? Really? I don't think so. He was too much like Duncan, no chemistry (well, more chemistry than Duncan - I don't see how any two actors can have less chemistry, oh wait, Natalie Portman and Hayden Christensen in the Star Wars movies, that was worse). Anyway, the end should have had her back with Logan.
I would really like to see this show move on with her in the FBI. But, it appears that it will not happen :(
I also watched the movie 'The Believer' with Ryan Gosling. Very reminiscent of 'American History X' (eerily similar performances). The journey that Ryan's character makes is very interesting and the details of the Jewish faith (that are given), I found to be very interesting. I highly recommend taking a look at this film.
Friday night I met up with Lisa, Anna and Mohsen for dinner. We ended up at 'Fred's Not Here'. I was very happy with the Pad Thai I had. I don't know what it was (probably the lack of tofu and egg), but I really enjoyed it. The red wine was very good and the dessert with the sparkler for my birthday was excellent.
Throughout dinner I kept receiving calls from the girls (Andi, Liz and Michelle) asking where I was. I had told them that I would meet up with them for Pride after I was done my dinner. I was having so much fun at dinner I didn't want it to end. But, it did have to end since they had bought me a ticket for a pride event.
I met up with the girls at the Opera House. Unfortunately, the DJ(s) sucked. So, our night of dancing was more a night of standing around. The can-can girls were good though :)
We then took a walk down Church street and back to Andi's where we chatted until, what, 4am? I crashed on the couch and then went back to Anna and Mohsen's to get my car around 8am. I walked to their place. It was a beautiful Saturday morning and I was so surprised to see how clean Yonge street was. It was quite remarkable.
I then headed home where I slept for most of the day (I woke up at 3, I think, and ended up missing the Dyke march and the rest of the festivities for the day). I then had to rush around and clean my house.
Lindsay and Dave and Jaime and Sami got to my place around 8:45 for the drinking prior to going dancing at The Devil's Martini in celebration of my birthday. Tara and Christi were to meet up with us there (Christi didn't get my change of plans email). Jana lives downtown, so we called her when we were leaving. But, we had to have a short air hockey challenge prior to heading out. I believe Lindsay beat me, but I can't remember which of the boys won.
We then made it down to the Devil's Martini with about 5 mins to spare to get in on the guest list. I was so happy to be back there. I haven't been in so long and it is still my favourite bar. The music was great, lots of room to dance and I even ran into an old friend. Unfortunately, I could not find Christi or Tara (and it turned out that neither of them brought their cell phones). But, we stuck to one section of the bar in the hopes that we would find them. We did finally find them when we went downstairs to the bar (they were trying to call me on the pay phone).
So, we danced and we drank and then everyone started to leave. I could have stayed (I think). Christi and Tara dropped me off downtown so I could meet up with Liz and Michelle. Apparently I said I would text Christi to let her know I had gotten there okay (I have no recollection of this promise), I think she was worried about me walking down Church Street by myself at 1am.
I met up with Liz and Michelle and we attempted to get into a bar. Not so easy on Church during Pride. We waited in line for about an hour and half and then the bouncers pissed us off (we were at the front and they let 8 people who had not been standing in line for an hour into the bar).
I spent Sunday asleep on my couch and missed meeting up with Heidi for the parade (sorry Heidi :(!
That's about the excitement of my weekend. I hope everyone had a great weekend and a happy Pride!
Thursday, June 21, 2007
The New AFI List
There are ten that I haven't seen (well, one of them was on the original list, but I can't remember watching it again for that list. I know I've seen West Side Story, but I've decided I need to see it again).
I was quite happy to see the following additions to the list:
- Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring (amazing!)
- Shawshank Redemption
- In the Heat of the Night (I was surprised it wasn't on the original list)
- All the President's Men
- 12 Angry Men (the original of course)
- Toy Story
- Blade Runner (which should make my brother happy, if he cared about these things :)
I am not happy that the following movies are no longer on the list:
- Dr. Zhivago
- From Here to Eternity
- The Third Man
- Rebel Without a Cause
- Close Encounters of the Third Kind (because it is one of my dad's favourite movies)
- The Manchurian Candidate (the original is amazing)
- Frankenstein
- Patton (it was just such a beautifully shot film)
- Guess Whos' Coming to Dinner (I personally think this was too important a film to be left off)
Damn the Floor and Damn AFI
As for the floor, well, I'm pretty sure I've posted it before, but maybe not. The floor at the casino and I have been at war since I started here. Back in December I kept slipping on different sections of the floor and at one point I ended up falling and spilling the contents of my purse all over the floor. Well, there had been a reprieve for the past few months. Little did I know the floor was planning a sneak attack to be launched today at lunch. As I left the cafeteria the floor struck. This time it took out both heels in a show of power and I ended up on my knees with my water bottle skittering across the floor. When I looked up I noticed that two of the guys I work with were staring at me. They asked if I was okay (I was, just really embarrassed) and I ducked into the bathroom. When I got back to my desk they had sent me a link to a website about 'walking courses' yep courses on how to walk. The floor definitely won this battle.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Happy Birthday .... To Me!
I really hope that I find out what is wrong with me soon. I hate being so tired and listless all the time. I slept from 2pm to 6:30pm yesterday (and I had a good night's sleep the night before). I almost missed the trivia night.
While I was at trivia I was falling asleep so I had Julia sub in for me. A sub can only come in before the round has been revealed (that is before the topic has been given). So, she subed in for me prior to the literature round. Wouldn't you know it, the round was all about The Lord of the Rings. Yep, my favourite book / movie and I missed the trivia round because I was tired. I knew the answer to every question. It drove me crazy to not be able to answer. The other team was nice enough to say I could come back and play if I wanted to, but that would have been unfair (and against the rules). I did do well on a couple of the other rounds, though and I did have fun.
On Sunday I went golfing with my dad in London for father's day. I started off playing very badly, but was definitely playing better by the end. My dad is buying me a new putter for my birthday (slowly but surely I will get a half decent set of clubs). Dad had some excellent shots and even chipped one in (yea Dad)!
Saturday was my cousin Michelle's wedding. I didn't get into Goderich until very late Friday night / Sat morning. The day was absolutely beautiful. The wedding was held in my aunt and uncle's backyard. It looked great. The tent and the tables, everything. The food was delicious and served very quickly. It was a very relaxed event and everyone seemed to have a great time. My Grandma said it was one of the best parties she's been to. (At some point pictures will be posted, I'm getting so bad at that).
Yesterday morning I went for my consultation for laser eye surgery. At one point they said I was overfocusing for the tests (yes, that's me, the over achiever in everything I do). So, the surgery has been scheduled for July 6th. I'm still pretty nervous, but was happy to hear that they no longer use a blade to cut open your eye (it is all done by lasers now). It still freaks me out, though. They didn't warn me about not playing hockey after the surgery though :( Also, I have to not pet my cats for a couple of days after the surgery. I'm pretty sure I'm going to want to cuddle with the kitties when I get home (well, after I wake up).
So, hopefully only a couple more weeks of glasses or contacts. Keep your fingers crossed that it all goes well.
Plastic in our Oceans
http://www.mindfully.org/Plastic/Ocean/Ocean-Plastic-Landfill-Algalita1nov02.htm
Friday, June 15, 2007
Blah
I just want to go home and sleep.
Plus people are very annoying today. Probably due to me feeling very blah.
I have some documentation I want to get done before I leave but I can't seem to be able to get the one manager to sign off on it. Once she does I'm heading out of here, I hope.
I'm heading to Goderich for my cousin Michelle's wedding tomorrow. I kind of want to go home so that I can be in a good mood for tomorrow. Plus, I have golf with my dad for father's day and I don't think it would be good to be in this mood when I go over to Sue's house.
On Monday morning I'm heading to Toronto for a consultation for laser eye surgery. In a couple of weeks I may be able to see without my glasses. I haven't been without glasses or contacts since I was in grade 6. I think my freakout may be overpowered by my excitement about seeing when I wake up in the morning.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
One Year Off
If it wasn't for the spiders I would be heading to Costa Rica and Africa. Stupid fear!
Monday, June 11, 2007
I Tipped Over, I Didn't Wipe Out
The plan was to head up to Blue Mountain and go downhill mountain biking. Now, I went once about two years ago with Michelle and Liz in Guelph. It was mountain biking no real down hill elements. I really enjoyed it. But, this was going to be different, this was actually going down a hill that I normally go down on a snowboard. I was a little nervous (okay, I was a lot nervous).
Michelle and Liz both have their own bikes, so I needed to rent. Well, as most of you know, nothing ever goes smoothly for me. Liz attempted to get a confirmation rental in my name, but the woman on the phone couldn't handle the reservation being under one name and on a credit card for a different name. So, I called. Everything sounded fine. We got to Blue Mountain and they couldn't find my reservation, when they did it said it was for the day before and that I was late picking up the bike. Ah well, luckily they still had bikes left (normally they don't on nice days - and it was beautiful up there - so I was pretty lucky they still had one I could use). Then came the armour. Liz and Michelle had a helmet and gloves I could use, but I needed a chest protector, elbow and leg guards. Chest protector wasn't a problem (well, later on in the day it turned out I put it on backwards and no one told me); leg guards there was a chance they were going to have to go to elbow pads due to my very short legs. But, they found some kids ones that fit and I was ready to go.
Then came the first trepidation of the day: the lift. As some of you may be aware, I have a fear of chair lifts. I have fallen off at least two chair lifts in my skiing career and I'm still afraid to get off of one on the snowboard (even though I am quite the pro at it now). Luckily, taking a bike up a lift is a lot nicer than taking a ski lift. It actually reminded me of the ski lifts in the Austrian Alps. You put your skis on the outside of the lift and stand up for the ride in the gondola. This was pretty similar. There is a separate lift that takes the bikes up and we all stood in a gondola for the ride up. One you are at the top, they hand you your bike and you are ready to go.
So, I hopped on the bike and realized that the cross bar was much higher than my mountain bike and it was really hard to stand on flat footed.
Liz directed us towards a trail called Happy Valley. Sounds so nice, doesn't it. And really it was. Nice, long, sweeping curves, not too steep. Unfortunately, these long, sweeping curves were murder on my knees. My legs felt like jello. But, I didn't fall. I did have to stop the bike at one point and then it was very hard to get back on (most of the time I am okay with being short, really, I am). Liz held the bike for me while I got my balance and we were off again. It was fun, but my knees were killing me.
We did that run again and I needed a break. We had some gatorade and a granola bar and then headed back up. This time we were going to try another trail 'Fresh Air'. Which is really an odd name since this trail was not in the open air, but was through the trees (you heard me, through the trees). On the way to that trail we tried out a pump track. I was not good at this. I kept losing steam going up the hills and then would have to jump off my bike. Liz, of course, was quite good at this and made it look very easy. Then off to 'fresh air'. Much steeper and way more turns (through the trees). It started off okay and then I started to freak out about the fact that I could hurt myself quite badly due to the fact that the bike and I were not quite getting along. So, I walked the bike for a bit. Then I tried again. Well, I didn't wipe out, I tipped over very, very gradually (and it was on a straight section). I just lied on the ground and laughed until there were a couple of guys zipping through the trail and I had to get out of the way. After that I did stay on the bike for the rest of the trail and it was awesome, it didn't hurt my knees at all (probably because I was too scared to think about my knees).
I went down one more trail after that (happy valley), but my knees just couldn't handle it. That was it for me for the rest of the day. Liz and Michelle went back and did one more run each (and they found a trail for me for next time). I can't wait to go again, it was scary, but totally exhilarating. I do have some pictures, but no way to upload them while I'm here in the falls.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Walking and Reading
I am now reading 'One Year Off'. It is really interesting so far. It makes me want to pick up and travel the world. I don't know that I could give up all my stuff though. I do like my stuff. I'm way too sentimental about things I own. Who gave it to me, where it came from, how long it has been in the family, etc.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Handwriting Analysis
Very funny and sounded very close to me. I'm outgoing, life of the party, very close to my mother, but frustrated when it comes to sex. :) It's a very funny site. Plus, it then tells you which pen is right for you.
Damn Facebook
But, I must say it has been very cool. I have hooked up with a number of friends from high school and beyond since joining. I was even able to find my ballet teacher from when I was in public school.
Just a quick update today and then hopefully more later (as many things have been happening in my life, of course).
My contract has been extended so I will be staying at the Fallsview Casino until the end of December (very happy to know that I have a job). I have rented a room here in the falls from a friend at work. This allows me to stay up here most of the week and not deal with the drive (which is nice). Plus, he has a backyard and a deck. I forgot how much I like just sitting outside. The kitties are not happy about it, though.
Monday, May 28, 2007
Enron like Nortel?
The other thing that struck me about this movie was how much the Enron story reminded me of Nortel. When I worked at Nortel I was struck by how badly managed the company was and was not at all suprised that the stock took a nose dive. What does surprise me, is that even after the Enron scandal no one seemed to really question the management of Nortel. Those guys got to walk away with millions of dollars as well (in benefits, severence, etc), yet stockholders were losing money.
I don't pretend to understand the stock market, etc, but it does strike me as odd that Martha Stewart goes to jail for insider trading, but no one questions when a CEO cashes in his stock and then the company goes under.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Canada's 7 Wonders - Vote
http://www.cbc.ca/sevenwonders/index.html
The link contains the 50 that made the list; they include natural and man-made wonders.
I haven't checked them all out yet, but I do have 9 already on my list out of the 50 to vote for. I actually have quite a few man-made items on my list because they are what make me think of Canada. But, I may change my mind. The Northern Lights will definitely stay on my list and I suspect Gros Morne National Park will also stay on my list since that was one of my favourite adventures.
So, go take a look, vote and then let me know what you think should be included.
Here is what I have so far as a first pass:
- Gros Morne National Park
- Ice Roads (can't get more Canadian than roads made of ice)
- Northern Lights
- Old Quebec City
- The Canoe
- The Stanley Cup
- Trans Canada Hwy
- Rideau Canal
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Reading, Finally
I've also been listening to 'The Way We Eat: Why Our Food Choices Matter' by Peter Singer and Jim Mason. I borrowed the CD set from the library and I've been listening to it on the way to work. I highly recommend that everyone pick up the book or listen to the CD set. I was hoping to find some excerpts on the web to put in here. I will hopefully post more on this in the future (if I ever find spare time).
Monday, May 07, 2007
The Best Sci Fi in 25 Years
http://www.ew.com/ew/article/0,,20036782_20037403_20037541,00.html
Out of the 25 listed, there are only 6 where I have not seen the movie or at least one episode of the TV show. I have to agree with the writers that it is too bad that Star Wars or Empire were not eligible for the list (I can't believe they are both over 25 years old).
A number of my brother's favourites are on here, as well as mine. I knew it had to be a good list when the first thing I saw was a picture from 'V'. How we loved that series in our house! As well as getting to watch 'Dr. Who' with my dad after the news on TVO. Definitely some of my fondest memories (and scariest: 'exterminate' is still one of the scariest things I've ever heard).
I was very happy to see Serenity on here (since Buffy doesn't count as Sci-Fi).
For some reason I still do not have any urge to watch Heroes. From what I have heard this is a show right up my alley that I should love. I don't know why I don't want to watch it. Maybe because I am so disappointed in Lost this season. Maybe I am just TVed out? I seem to still have lots of room for 'reality' tv. But, not so keen on the serial television. I still haven't watched the last half season of Lost, Veronica Mars, 24 or Gilmore Girls (and boy are they taking up space on my PVR). It took me forever to finally watch Prison Break and I just found out that I haven't seen the last episode. I seem to be way more interested in watching reruns of Dawsons Creek (which I watched when it was originally on tv).
I'm definitely putting some of those shows that I have missed onto my library list. I do want to check out the new Battlestar Gallactica. I hear it's pretty good.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Woo Hoo Hockey Is About To Start
I really need to start getting out to some tournaments or something in that time off.
Monday, April 23, 2007
The Corey's Are Back
http://tv.msn.com/dearcorey
On this website you can send your questions to the Coreys. They are coming out with a new reality show on A&E soon and I guess this is part of the promotion for the show.
I just have to figure out a really good question to ask them. (Just so you are aware, I am kidding, I do not plan to send in a question.)
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Happy Belated Bday Dad
This week I am working crazy hours at the Casino. I am training people on the software I'm implementing and have to hold session throughout the night as well as the day. Today I was at work for 8am. I had two four hour sessions, checked into the Hilton across the street (did not get any sleep) and was back here for a 9pm four hour session. My next session starts at 2am and goes until 6am. So far I am still awake, but I may just have to go and get some hot chocolate or one of those triple chocolate donuts from Tim Hortons (damn Starbucks for closing at 8pm - I missed them by 15 mins). Tomorrow I am off to the doctor to find out about my stupid cyst. I'm finally getting in to see a gynocologist (hopefully he can figure out what is going on and make the pain stop). After that I'm meeting up with Liz to go to the travel agent to book the trip to Nunavut (woo hoo)! Then back here for another set of training through the night. It is just totally crazy. I hope my cats are behaving and not wrecking my couch or my bed (their new thing).
On the change front, I finally found a penny today at work in the women's change room. I hadn't found anything in weeks.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
No Plastic Bags
http://ca.news.yahoo.com/s/28032007/3/world-san-francisco-bans-plastic-grocery-bags.html
When I was in university I lived with someone that was taking Environmental Science. She introduced me to the idea of taking a knapsack to the grocery store to avoid using plastic bags. Since then it is very rare that I get a bag at any store (I always try to have a bag with me so that I do not have to get any new ones). These plastic bags are extremely bad for the environment and I am so happy to see that they are starting to be banned.
I know my local grocery store is beginning to sell the cloth bags (which are awesome for veggies and fruit that I don't want to throw into the knapsack).
If you haven't already made the switch from plastic, please do so. The environment needs your help.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Left Handed Mouse
This was all well and good for the most part. The only problems I really had were when someone had to remote to my computer or a techie had to stop by and do something. It was actually pretty funny.
This was until I couldn't sort columns in the software application I use all day. I thought it was a bug in a new version of the software. But, it was working for everyone else in the office, but not for me. I reinstalled, changed computers, nothing was working.
On a whim I decided to try switching my mouse buttons back to being right-handed. Low and behold that worked. It wasn't that the opposite buttons had to be pushed, it was that the options didn't work at all if the mouse was set up left-handed. Talk about bad programming. And once again the helpdesk couldn't help me, I had to figure the problem out by myself. Note to self: left-handed people are discriminated against by programmers :). Don't get me started on colour-blindness and software.
Attack of the Sevens
Seven Things to Do Before I Die:
- See a ballet at the Bolshoi
- Learn to speak French
- Sail around the world
- Hike to base camp at Everest
- Visit the pyramids
- Actually jump out of a plane
- Go diving in the Caribbean
- Speak French fluently
- Reach the top shelf
- Sleep through the night
- Train my cats to not scratch the couch
- Swim by myself (stupid fear of water)
- Read Huckleberry Finn
- A slapshot
- My condo
- It's where my parents met
- It's where I was born
- It's close to Toronto, but I wish I was in Toronto
- Other than my condo, really there isn't anything that attracts me to Mississauga
- Moron
- People are Stupid
- Buffy is not a dumb show
- Placenta Head Stop Scratching the Couch
- Placenta Head why do you have to be so bad?
- Wicked
- Boys are Stupid
- Lord of The Rings by J.R.R. Tolkien
- The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien
- Dune by Frank Herbert
- The Sarantine Mosaic by Guy Gavriel Kay
- Ender's Game by Orson Scott Card
- It by Stephen King
- The Princess Bride by William Goldman
- Star Wars: A New Hope
- Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
- Shag
- Slap Shot
- Pretty In Pink
- Gone With the Wind
- Bullit
Just like Julia and her sister, I don't know.
- Michelle and Andrew
- Jason - Gollum
- Jamie
- Marn and Paul
- Julia has already done her seven
- Lisa, if she ever gets her blog up and running
- I don't think I know seven people with blogs.
Friday, March 23, 2007
Alcohol and tobacco more dangerous than illegal drugs, study shows
By Maria Cheng
LONDON (AP) - Alcohol and tobacco are more dangerous than illegal drugs like marijuana or Ecstasy, according to a new British study.
In research published Friday in The Lancet magazine, Professor David Nutt of Britain's Bristol University and colleagues proposed a new framework for the classification of harmful substances, based on the actual risks posed to society. Their ranking listed alcohol and tobacco among the top 10 most dangerous substances.
Nutt and colleagues used three factors to determine the harm associated with any drug: the physical harm to the user, the drug's potential for addiction, and the impact on society of drug use. The researchers asked two groups of experts - psychiatrists specializing in addiction and legal or police officials with scientific or medical expertise - to assign scores to 20 different drugs, including heroin, cocaine, Ecstasy, amphetamines, and LSD.
Nutt and his colleagues then calculated the drugs' overall rankings. In the end, the experts agreed with each other - but not with the existing British classification of dangerous substances.
Heroin and cocaine were ranked most dangerous, followed by barbiturates and street methadone. Alcohol was the fifth-most harmful drug and tobacco the ninth most harmful. Cannabis came in 11th, and near the bottom of the list was Ecstasy.
According to existing British drug policy, alcohol and tobacco are legal, while cannabis and Ecstasy are both illegal. Previous reports, including a study from a parliamentary committee last year, have questioned the scientific rationale for Britain's drug classification system.
"The current drug system is ill thought-out and arbitrary," said Nutt, referring to the United Kingdom's practice of assigning drugs to three distinct divisions, ostensibly based on the drugs' potential for harm. "The exclusion of alcohol and tobacco from the Misuse of Drugs Act is, from a scientific perspective, arbitrary," write Nutt and his colleagues in The Lancet.
Tobacco causes 40 per cent of all hospital illnesses, while alcohol is blamed for more than half of all visits to hospital emergency rooms. The substances also harm society in other ways, damaging families and occupying police services.
Nutt hopes that their paper will provoke debate within the UK and beyond about how drugs - including socially acceptable drugs such as alcohol - should be regulated. While different countries use different markers to classify dangerous drugs, none use a system like the one proposed by Nutt's study, which he hopes could serve as a framework for international authorities.
"This is a landmark paper," said Dr. Leslie Iversen, professor of pharmacology at Oxford University. Iversen was not connected to the research. "It is the first real step towards an evidence-based classification of drugs," said Iversen. He added that based on the paper's results, alcohol and tobacco could not reasonably be excluded.
"The rankings also suggest the need for better regulation of the more harmful drugs that are currently legal, i.e. tobacco and alcohol," wrote Wayne Hall, of the University of Queensland in Brisbane, Australia, in an accompanying Lancet commentary. Hall was not involved with Nutt's paper.
While experts agreed that criminalizing alcohol and tobacco would be challenging, they said that governments should review the penalties imposed for drug abuse and try to make them more reflective of the actual risks and damages involved.
Nutt called for more education so that people were aware of the risks of various drugs. "All drugs are dangerous," said Nutt. "Even the ones people know and love and use every day."
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Air Hockey
When I was little (probably six or so, yes, I know, I'm still little), my dad's friend, Dick, had an awesome games room. It had a ping pong table, pool table, shuffleboard, poker table and an air hockey table. It was one of my favourite places as a kid. Jason and I would spend hours playing the different games. Well, we were not allowed to go near the pool table (and we never cared about the poker table). For some reason I think there was one other game in the room (in between the shuffleboard and the pool table), but I can't remember. From that moment on I always wanted my own air hockey table.
I'm going to get rid of my futon and make the back bedroom a games room. It already has a dart board. I may also take down the wallpaper and paint. I want to put up some of my movie posters and Beatles paraphenalia. I'm really excited. Now that I have my awesome new floors I think it will be great. Maybe people will actually come and visit me. Of course, with air hockey I can play by myself. I just have to close up the one goal and I'm set to go. I'm sure the cats will sit up near the table and try to steal the puck.
Since the reno, I've decided to get rid of my rattan chair and my futon. I am also thinking about selling the dining room table. Now that I will have an air hockey table I could be like Joey and Chandler and just put a board on top if I ever have people over to eat at the table. I suspect it will get a lot more use than the table I currently have.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
More Pennies
Last night I watched Memoirs of a Geisha. I read the book a number of years ago. I thought it was an excellent read except for the ending. The ending came out of no where. It made no sense that she ended up with the guy that she did. In the movie, probably because they have to get through everything quickly, it made more sense that she ended up with the guy. The movie was so long, though. Other than the dance sequence (with the snow), I really wasn't that impressed with movie. It wasn't that there was anything wrong per se, but it certainly wasn't as mesmorizing as I found the book.
I did begin watching 'The United States of Leland' last night (had to go to bed before the end). Can I just say that I love Ryan Gosling? Now, he doesn't look as good in this as he did in Murder by Numbers and The Notebook, but he is very intriguing in this movie.
Monday, March 19, 2007
Test the Nation IQ
My average on the different sections was 10 out of 12 correct. The average IQ is between 90 and 100. I have taken a couple of other online IQ tests and I normally end up with around 115. But, on this test I ended up with 124. Which puts me in the top 8% of Canadians. Woo hoo. But, I'm not a genius. Genius level is over 130 :( (I want to be smarter). My lowest section score I am unhappy to say was 9/12 in the logic section. I'm super annoyed, since I do think of myself as a pretty logical person. Maybe I shouldn't have had a beer before taking the test.
Check out the test:
http://www.cbc.ca/testthenation/takethetest/
On the website they also have some 'fun facts' on IQ. One of the not so 'fun facts': Women with a higher IQ are 40% less likely to marry.
Weekend Roundup
I wish I had of been able to stay longer. I didn't really get to enjoy the band and I do love that band (I bought a CD this year so that I can at least listen to them once in awhile).
Julia, Kevin, Karen and I made it to the pub for just after 11am. Kevin was complaining about why we had to be there so early. He just doesn't understand our love of St. Paddy.
Friday night I ended up staying at work until around 8pm and came outside to a ton of snow. Being in the basement all day you just don't know what it is like outside, at all. It took me two hours to get home. I was so tired, but had a ton to do. I didn't get to sleep until around 4am and had to be up for everyone to meet at my place prior to heading over to the pub. Why do I do this all the time?
Sunday I vegged on the couch and finished watching the third season of Sex and the City, along with the third season of The X-Files. I can't wait to get season 4 of the X-Files. I never watched this religiously, it is much better when watched in order.
I also watched A History of Violence. I don't know why it took me so long to watch this movie. It has Viggo (ah, Aragorn) and Lisa told me it was excellent (she saw it at the Toronto Film Festival, I believe). It was a great film. I highly recommend it!
I also finished reading 'Long Way Round'. I really want to see the TV show, now. I can't wait to get the motorcycle out this spring (I've already seen two bikes out on the QEW) and hit the road. I don't think I would ever be keen to ride through Mongolia, but I would love to travel there.
Last night was our final hockey game of the season. I played pretty well, I made a couple of good passes and picked up a rebound, but didn't put enought weight behind my shot. The summer season starts in a couple of weeks and I can't wait. I really need to get out there and be more active this year.
Friday, March 16, 2007
Star Sighting
What I am most excited about after this sighting, is that Gary Sinise is going to be at the casino at the end of the month with his Lt. Dan Band. I kind of want to go. Who knows, I may still go by myself. Maybe I will get to see him in the hall. I would definitely have to stop and get his picture. He is damn sexy.
Lisa, Sandra and I have tickets to see Jon Stewart in June (very cool). And I just found out that Huey Lewis and The News will be here in June as well. When I was in Grade 8 (I believe) my dad took us to see Huey at the CNE Stadium. It was awesome (except for when dad got knocked out by flying addding machine paper - one minute he was standing next to me dancing and next he was on the ground bleeding from his head, it was rather scary). Huey is an awesome entertainer. Tickets are at most $50, well worth it and it is during the week, so I could just stay after work (hopefully get a comped room and work late / early).
On the change challenge front, I found another penny after the sighting of Englebert.
Change Lost
So, originally I had found 3 cents while walking around the mall with Julia.
I found a dime outside of the women's change room at the casino.
Yesterday I found a penny on the floor of the jewellery store I was at (really shouldn't people in a jewellery store have better change falling out of their pockets?).
I found a penny on the floor of the mall.
Unfortunately, that is all I can remember today. Hopefully I will find more tomorrow at the pub. I'm falling behind.
Happy St. Paddy's Day

Julia, Tim, Karen, Kevin and I (among others being brought along) will be hanging out at Failte once again this year. I think this is the 4th year in a row that we will be hanging out at the best Irish pub in Mississauga. Once again 'Kitchen Party' will be providing the entertainment. They are an awesome Celtic band from out east (I can't remember which province). The Irish dancers will also be there again this year kicking up their hills. I would love to take Irish dance lessons.
I believe we are planning to get in line around 10:30 am (pub opens at 11). We've never been on a Saturday for St. Paddy's Day. Normally we all take the day (or afternoon) off from work and spend the afternoon there and the line up gets really crazy starting at 4pm. We have no idea what to expect for tomorrow. Julia will be at the chiropractor around 9:30 and will provide us with updates on the lineup then. It kind of reminds me of the Bombshelter on St. Paddy's Day (especially if it was a Wednesday). No one went to Wednesday classes if it was March 17th. I know one year I was meeting Lisa in line at the half way mark of my night class and the instructor asked us all what we were doing there, why weren't we in line at the Bomber. I think I picked up my books and left right then.
I am going to have to pace myself tomorrow, a number of people that are not able to join us have asked us to have pints for them. That's alot of extra pints on top of my whole Guinness routine (Guinness, Black and Tan, Harp, etc, I have to sample all of the Guinness family offerings on St. Paddy's Day).
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Snowmobile Accident
She was unable to negotiate a turn and struck a tree and died from internal injuries. For those of you that do snowmobile, please be careful. I know it is the end of the season, but please remember for next year.
Happy Pi Day

This link gives you some ideas on how to celebrate:
http://www.wikihow.com/Celebrate-Pi-Day
I am rather disappointed that there was not a Waterloo Math event this year. Maybe they kept me off the invite list. I do tend to drink to much on Pi day. But, they normally invite me back to handle the pool tournament :(
Well, since the mathies in pink are not here to celebrate, I will just have to celebrate on my own. Damn, I forgot to wear my pink tie earrings today. I wonder how I can celebrate at aquafit tonight, any suggestions? I wonder if I will be able to convince Tara and Christi to come over for a Pi day drink and maybe a slice of pie after aquafit (I guess that would defeat the purpose of aquafit, though).
Have fun and remember to sing Happy Birthday Albert (as today is also Albert Einstein's birthday).
Another website all about Pi: http://www.piday.org/index.php
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Perils of Being Short
I had forgotten one of the annoyances of being short: offices. By the time I had left ESI I had forgotten all of the problems I had at the beginning of my work there. Not problems with work, or people. No, I'm talking about problems with my desk and my chair. Did you know that most desks and chairs are made for people over 5 feet tall? Probably never thought about it, did you? Well, they are.
At ESI I had my desk lowered (it confused many people when they tried to sit on it), had to have the arms taken off of my chair (not always an easy task) and required a foot rest so that my feet weren't always dangling. But, after four years I was comfortable at my desk.
Now, I've had to start all over again. I'm at a desk that can not be lowered. I had a 'management' chair, which apparently everyone wanted. But, the chair could not be raised high enough so that I could sit comfortably at my desk. So, I switched it with another chair, but I could only remove one of the arm rests and it didn't slide on carpet at all. Plus, the depth of the seat was too long for my short legs and I couldn't with my back against the back rest. So, I found a new chair. This one appears to go high enough, the arms were super easy to remove and I can sit with my back against the back rest. I feel like Goldilocks.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Best Investment
I had a 12 hour day yesterday. It was great. Yes, this is what I thrive on. Maybe I'm not suffering from depression, I'm just suffering from boredom. I was up early yesterday and today. I haven't had a 12 hour day since I was working at Nortel or when I did my first Heat implementation at ESI. I was missing that feeling when a project is ramping up and there are so many things to get done in a short period of time.
I am super tired today, though. The cats woke me up at 4am. Placenta Head has some how figured out how to scratch the couch with his new plastic claws. I swear he is going to give me a stroke or a heart attack.
Monday, March 05, 2007
Random Movie Quote
I entered the word Wookie and it came back with: "Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my wookie. Prepare to die!"
I could spend all day on this site.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Change, etc
Julia and I had a nice lunch at Moxie's today. She is also the first person, besides my dad, to see my beautiful new floor. The apt is starting to get back to normal. I have a ton of stuff to give to goodwill. I really shouldn't be allowed to buy things.
I watched the BBC miniseries 'Pride and Prejudice' today. It was so good. Now, I know I had heard it was really good, but I was very impressed. Of course, the mother and Lydia were even more annoying on the screen than they were in the book. I really hate stupid people and stupid women even more. I was screaming at the tv for them to shut up. I'm now watching Jeopardy, yeah smart people.
I Hate Microsoft
But, what annoyed me was that I wanted to post a comment to her blog. Not easy, it took me over 25 mins and it erased what I wrote three times. Now, I'm not sure how much of that was the microsoft site and how much was stupid firefox browser (I hate that my brother put this as my default, as much as I'm not a fan of microsoft, explorer is way more keyboard friendly). So, Marn's blog site wouldn't let me leave a comment unless I signed up with an account (apparently you can not leave an anonymous comment). Then it wouldn't let me remove the web link that it set up for me. I would have put this website in, but no, it had to be a microsoft blog link. So stupid!